hurt + blur

what happen on yesterday nitez .....
wat u said to me ...
every word still clear in my mind ..
dat person izit u ?
i very hard to believe n accept dat...

every word from ur mounth ...
like a sharp knief ...
is killing me ....
how come u wil talk lik dis to me ...
i really dun understand ...
hurt till ...
my tear cant stop after d call...

i oso hate myself..
until now ...
u already said till lik dat ..
y i still will think abt u ...
i wan u dissapear from my life

and in d same day ...
i make 1 blur decision..
i know u sure will laugh me ..
and say me childish ..
i know...

bt wat to do ...
my heart is broken ..
how ..
how ..
how...